My face may wear a smile but it's frowning inside. Frowning hard. I just wish I had someone to understand again. To help me out and always be there no matter what, but now it seems as if those people are against me and the people i've been befriending I cant share my true feelings with. I can't help but get caught in this web. I'm 13, I don't want to decide my furture now. Highschool is coming too quickly along with relationships that have been hard to keep. Memories, laughs, smiles, the most precious of things. Enjoy them and them roam in your mind forver. Decisions..decisions ..so hard to make. Days go by, weeks get longer. I try ..try way harder, but I thought all of this was supposed to make me stronger. The years to come, how long could they become? It's all about the road ahead, every single day.