why am i alive

September 7, 2010
By secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
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Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff


Why am I alive?
In a world that doesn't care
In a world that’s not quite there

What were you thinking?
To place me here?
In the land of despair
With people who do not care
With tears that are always there

When I curl up inside
Try to curl up and die
And all they can say is
Why do you feel this way?
Why did you let it get this bad?

Why did I get put
In a church… where every single
Little thing, has to be
Scheduled -on time
Nothing in between the lines

How do I choose
Keep going on
When I can’t choose
How, why or what
I will react to
Or when I get angry or sad

So when I don't know what to do
When I don't know how to react
Or how I should behave
Or when I should just cry
Or just be numb
I will turn only to you
My lord



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on Aug. 17 2011 at 5:45 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

nnggggwwww thanks hun

on Aug. 16 2011 at 8:27 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

lol thanks....ur rly good 2

on Aug. 15 2011 at 3:56 pm
secrets_of_silence GOLD, Gisborne, Other
12 articles 0 photos 439 comments

Favorite Quote:
life had i loved the more
had it but passed away
as quietly as the day
ebbs from the darkening star.


-emanuel litvinoff

well in your case its to bring beautiful writing to the world :):):)

on Aug. 11 2011 at 9:54 pm
cheetoz45680 DIAMOND, Bridgeport, Connecticut
88 articles 0 photos 69 comments

Favorite Quote:
Pain is inevitable, suffering is optional.

really good....one question i always ask myself....yet don't find the answer....why am i alive?


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