We are a broken family. We are torn. Ripped apart by the true feelings. Mom and dad dont feel anything anymore. Try to ignore the screams. But they are breaking down my door. Sneaking into my heart....just to brake it. Everyone saying it will be ok. Though it will not. My mom alone...my dad alone...my brothers ignoring it. And me...left here in the tears. All caused by the love, the lies, the late nights awake waiting for him to get home. Trying to trust him but just cant. Trying to forget everything. Trying to pretend that tomorrow will be another day. And last trying to pretend that our family is not and will never be broken.
August 22, 2010