They say we make our own paths,

But how did I so easily pave my way to this Hell!

I’ve driven down the road I made,

Now I burn in my insanity,

Burn in my self pity,

Burn in my reality.

You look at me and what do you see?

A plastic mask looking back at you.

I’m hidden so you can’t see,

What is really going on inside of me.

You’ll never know what it feels like,

Because I won’t let you learn.

I’ve become gnarled from the inside out,

Look at this hideous beast,

Dear God that’s me.

Give me a face lift,

Take this image away,

I’ll take a picture and save it for a sunny day.