May 18

What can I say? I miss you
I am wondering if you think of me
The same way I’m thinking of you
Do you feel guilty
Are you glad
I don’t know what to do right now
I was hoping you would help
Today is your birthday
So who are you spending it with
All I know is we’re not there
What do we do?
Move on and forget
Or face the pain head-on?
To know that you’re somewhere
And to know I can’t and won’t see you
It tears me up
Should I put a smile on for everyone
Or should I let everyone see?
I have a new life
But can’t forget the old one
Should I?
I don’t know what to do!