The Pain That I Live

June 1, 2010
To much time has come to pass,
I feel piontless, like a blade of grass,
My life has led to nowhere at all,
I feel trapped, like going down an endless hall,
Its hard to live right now, with so much pain,
I feel lost, like one who's lost there every gain,
Who could ever imagine how I feel,
deep within my very veins,
Some wounds are so bad they will never heal,
What has healed, are the scars of my pains,
I have no reason to stay alive right now,
I feel like killing myself,despite lifes vow,
My wounds hurt me, from them pain flows,
I feel sorroful, and yet no-one knows,
They can't understand the pain that I live,
I feel, dark, but I will always forgive,
I cannot take anymore pain,
Or I will kill myself, finnaly be slain,
I hate my life, all it is is hell,
Deep below the surface, past my shell,
I hate myself, want to end my existance,
I've lost everything, even my resistance,
And there's only one thing that will bring me above,
That is to be with the one I love.

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xBaByGiRrL22x said...
Aug. 27, 2011 at 6:21 pm
This is incredible. It gave me goosebumps. The last few lines are just the perfect ending. I'm so sorry if you ever feel this way, and I hope you find the strength within yourself to rise above it. From whatt I can see in your writing, you definetely have that strength. You're a very gifted writer, too.:)
windswift This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. replied...
Oct. 14, 2011 at 9:19 pm
the strength you speak of is not easy to find, but lately i have taken that strength and been able to rise up, like you suggested.  thank you, i have moved on from that way of life since then, and found something better.
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