Everything feels like a dream now. Slowly becomes faint and untrue. You get this dizziness, you drift off a lot, knowing that this..dream isnt real. How could it be real, this would never happen if it were to be real. But the sad truth is that this is all real. The fact that everything is real, pulls you down. Feeling your stomach being twisted, you feel as if someone is choking you, your whole body feels as if its going to break. Then you start yelling, crying, and hurting so badly. How could this happen? You keep on asking yourself. Why would this happen? All this, this craziness just drives you insane. You cant take it anymore, you cant take the truth in..Everything just does not seem to get your attention, nothing but death.
June 2, 2010