I Have Become Limp!

And the kismet dirk dripped crimson.
*Am I dead, my mind..is.fading....
"Don't come near me!" ...what have I done
"I hate you! Stop it!" ...what was I thinking

What the hell happened
"Let go of me!" ....sigh
"Please, I don't want to die!" ...what commenced!
Was this...was this a form of rape I hear just now?

I feel like I'm holding something in my hand
"Stop staring at me like that!" ...I feel nauseous
"Get that dirk away from me!" ...I am so confused
What is this fallaciousness?

My visual becomes clear.
"No! NO! N-O!" ...her eyes closed and she flinched
Gurgle, gurgle. she opened her eyes and tears streamed down, my hand fell.
And the kismet dirk dripped crimson.