Scream
Out into the night.
Explaining pain and misery.
Discovering the pain of living alone.
The moontide of solitude.
Shadows dance,
And mock your mistakes.

Sick
Of living like a monster.
In a hole of dread and silence.
Bitter tears of self torture.
The Hell of insecurity.
Fires blaze,
And burn your insides.

Shudder
At the memory of merciless poison.
Remembering wrong and right.
Stealing away your self-earned pride.
The darkness of failing.
Blood spreads,
And stops the heartbeat.

Sleep
And finally forget the pain.
Expecting the nightmares and terror.
Uncovering the horror of feeling cold.
The shallow pool of death.
Angels cry,
And silver teardrops fall.

Struggle
To forget what you are.
Feeling the shame and judgement.
Starting over, but with the pain inside.
The sacrifice of the past.
Hands reach out,
And shelter your soul.