DATING

locking my heart
saying goodbye
putting it to rest
leaving a hole in my chest
i want to be open and free
but i cant, i cant trust anyone with me

GAH

Leave
Go
Dont come back
your nothing to me
you raped me and hurt me
i dont care if you die

MY FEELINGS

wanting you in my life
i dream about you
you complete me
you make me feel whole inside
my heart pounds while my palms swet
i love you and i know it
please love me
please care

BROKE UP & HOOK UP

when you told me were through
i didnt know what to do
i couldnt cry
couldnt feel
its like my body froze from a pain overdose
i didnt feel my heart beat
until i saw you again
when i saw you at Em's house
my palms got swetty and my chest grew heavey
i felt akward and didnt know what to say or do
life became more clear after i saw you
know i new i loved you and nothing would change that
i love you sean
i really do

TIRED
im tired of the b***ng
im tired of all the crap
i cant listen anymore
Gah!
just shut up already
go and shut up
i dont want to hear you
you
you
or you!
anymore!