who am i? who am i? i know theres more than meets the eye. something behind my clearly fake grin. something only seen when looking within. something behind my darkness and pain. something behind my tears clear like rain. something behind the luaghter thats sad. something behind the bad times ive had. something behing the hollow happiness i show. i knowe its real deep i know its real low. not sure what it is, not sure how to tell. only sure my heart isnt feeling so well. dont know what im thinking. cant tell anymore. but id sure like to know before my head hits the floor. before my whole world goes black and i hold no more tears. before i learn how to face.... my horrible fears.