Everyone thinks im happy
all the time
but its not true
if only they knew
whats really going on inside

I'm crying and I'm dying
and I just don't know what to do
all people see is me smiling
and they don't have a clue
that I'm thinking about you

You did this to me
but it's not really your fault
The only one I can blame is me
I brought this upon myself

If only I didn't care
If only I knew
how much hurt would come
from loving you

I knew you didn't mean it
when you said I love you
but i kept on hoping
that someday it would be true

instead I got hurt
and left all alone
with a broken heart inside
and everyone just groans

they think there life is horrible
but oh, if only they knew
how this smile is fake
and this laughter isn't real
if only they knew that I'm not truly happy
not at all
if only they knew this fake smile is because of you