Afraid of waking up from the same nightmare I dream of
Can't you tell I'm already gone?
Lost in the abyss from which I came.
I wont stop you from walking away
There's nothing I can do or say to get you back.
My life has never been a bed of roses
Maybe I am the one with something wrong.

Because of you I haven't slept in so long
When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean
A dark angry sea that holds my tears
Sometimes regrets are better left unspoken
Not all rules are made to be broken.
If I gave you the truth would it keep you alive?
The you I once knew, and loved faithfully.
Or am I the pyhco?

I can't salvage my life from these lies.
I didn't grow up according to plan
Deprived my concience along the way.
Deception your parisite.
I've caged the monster deep inside and thrown away the key
So what if you can see the darker side of me?
Sorry to say I'll never be perfect
I'll never be good enough for you
And you will never be good enough for me.