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Your Life

March 31, 2010
By LauraMay DIAMOND, Argyle, New York
LauraMay DIAMOND, Argyle, New York
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Favorite Quote:
Be who you are. Don't be anything less.
Strength isn't just measured by how much pain you can take.


Everyday
Every hour
Every minute
Every second
My every thought
Revolves around
I love you

I wake up
Thinking you’re
Everything
In my world
Though we’re
Just friends
In this place

Throughout the day
My thoughts
Flutter to you
Needing you
To help me
Survive this
Ordeal

When you
Don’t show up
My heart crumbles
And falls
Until the space
Where it should be
Is hollow

Going to bed
Brings on
Different emotions
Ones most unlike me
When they involve
You
Hate

Hate is a strong word
Yet I throw around
I love you like
It’s simple
And easy
Knowing the
Consequences

So when
I see you
With
Someone else
My heart
Shatters
Even more

Though we were
Never together
Because you said
You’re way too old
For me
Well, she’s not that much
Older than me

We never talk
Never write
In fact,
There is no
“We” anymore
And there never
Will again

Each other’s presence
Is not acknowledged
If not an
Awkward
Silence
In a room full of
Friends

One look
Seems to
Work wonders
It seems to
Say
“I’m sorry, but
I’ve moved on”

How many
Times
Can
A
Heart
Break from
One person?

How many
Times
Can
You
Make
Me
Hope?

The days move
On
But yet
No word
From you
Days becoming
Months

Seasons change
And thankfully
I’ve forgotten
You
And
Me
The memories

Though I’ll always
Love you,
I must carry
This too:
I will always
Hate you
Just as much

Why
Should
You
Take
A
Chance
On
Me?

An
Insignificant
Girl
You’ll
Never
Remember
Again

Just
Another
Speed bump
On the
Highway
Called
Life

Never expected
This to end,
Yet
I
Always
Knew
It would

Hope
Is
What
Kept
Me
Alive
Everyday

Why
Should I
Live
When
You
Don’t
Care?

Will
You
Remember
Me
Then
When it’s
Over?

Feeling guilty
Because it’s
Your fault
Knowing
You
Caused
It

Never
Feeling
The
Same
‘Til
I’m
Forgotten

Will
You
Save
Me
From
This
Land?

From
Hate
And
Disgust
To
Forever
Happiness?

Is
My
Life
Worth
Your
Endless
Agony?

Will
You
Save
Me
When all
I needed
Was help?

Is
Saving
Me
Really
That much
Of a
Hassle?

Did
You
Really
Mean
You
Love
Me?

I
Have
No
Doubt
That
You
Did

Yet
One
Ponders
That
You
Never
Did

Aren’t
You
Tired
Of
Living
A
Lie?

If we
Were
Really
Meant
To be,
It will all
Work out

We
Are
So
Much
Stronger
Than
That

As
People
Who
Love,
Just
Not
Each
Other

One
Can
Only
Hope
And
Dream of
Fairytales

No
One
Can
Control
Who
We
Love

The
Heart
Wants
What
It
Wants
Most

Until
There
Is
Nothing
Left
To
Desire

Shying
Away
From
Every
Idea
And
Thought

Making
No
Sense
Of
Truth
And
Lies

Believing
Only
What
You
Want
To
Hear

I
Tell
You
Child
With
All my
Heart

Some
People
Are
Worth
Chasing,
And some
Are not

There is
A reason
Why the
People that
Are in your
Life, are
Still here

Do
Not
Dwell
On
The
Past,
Love

The author's comments:
Just because one relationship ends, doesn't mean your life should. Suicide is never the answer. I know talking to someone seems like it won't do any good, but it really helps. Sometimes all you need is just someone to listen.

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