Take me away to a safe place…
better place…
Where my soul could escape…
My body…
So that the lord can lift up my sprit…
so that my sprit can search for
another body to live in.

Getting reed of all the pain inside
that’s crippling my heart…
is the by far the hardest task that
I assigned my self to do…
I decided to go a less painless route of…
committing suicide…

Which would be to cut my risk…
There’s only two problems lift…
Writing my will…
And actually building up the courage…
to either go and talk it out with friends…
Or!!!!!!...
Actually build up the courage to…
slit my risk open to die a slow and painless death.

That’s up to you to decide…
Should I go ahead and commit suicide?
Or!!!!...
Go on living?...