Can I Get An Answer?

Roses are red violets are blue,
I feel like I'm searching for something that isn't true,
I believed in love only when I was with you. You made me feel so alive,
I know sometimes you made me cry,
I didn't care that you made me feel like I wanted to die.
Now I feel even worse,
its been awhile and the pain still hurts.
Why did you have to go behind my back?
And I still took you back after that.
Thanks for making me look stupid,
I know you weren't pressured to do it.
Why did you hurt me, after I tried to be the best I can,
I still wasn't good enough to knock you off your feet.
I guess I wasn't good enough for you, unlike him,
I never pressured you to do things you never wanted to do.
But that's the type of guys you like,
the ones that don't know how to treat a lady right.
I got one more question.
In the future when my success comes,
who's going to be the one you really loved?