Familiar pain in my stomach
Gnawing deep inside
It tells me to go
Run away, hide
The feeling washes over me
It consumes my mind
It controls my being
The escape I can't find
I wanna find help
My words are mislaid
I'm growing cold
I'm so very afraid
Chaos swirling all around me
I'm drowning in my own tears
Make every thought stop
I'm being devoured by my fears
I try to resist the glass calling me
The knife screaming my name
The scissors shriek
They glare at my cold frame
I surrender; I give up
Everything goes white
Nothing exists
I lost my fight
I look down at my bloody arms
the bleeding lines coat me
what have I done?
I thought I'd be free
But all I've done is dug myself deeper down
I'm wandering alone in my bloody gown