i feel scared, nervous, trapped, dead inside, uncomfortable, disconnected, closed in, and suffercated. i am scared of everything. just being around other people makes me nervous. i am trapped inside my own self. i feel uttery dead and empty on the inside. i am never without the uncomfortable pit deep in my stomach. i am disconnected from everyone, even myself. i am closed in. and i am slowly suffercating.
January 23, 2010