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January 25, 2010
By xaniehope BRONZE, Columbus, Ohio
xaniehope BRONZE, Columbus, Ohio
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Favorite Quote:
"within these twisted thoughts i see, jesus there inbetween" -Flyleaf

Aching depression drops
Pounding into my unstably conscious mind
Thanking someone
(Maybe God)
For void numbness
And perfectly terrible pain
Scared for my life
Hoping to depart me
But screaming for these depression induced thoughts to
Never come back
What’s the use with gifted life?
With my brain out of order,
Complication means more than talent.

Troubled life
With everything right
I don’t understand
Why I can’t play this hand
What’s wrong with my mind
That everything can’t be fine

The author's comments:
It's like my life in general is perfect. Yet somehow I can't be happy. The painful piece is that I can't blame anyone but myself. Figuring out what I did wrong is impossible. Maybe numbness is the way to be, but when hardness results, I start to wonder what to do. If anyone has any suggestions, feel free to comment....

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