You'll Never Know

December 21, 2009
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When you smile at me it gives me a bunch of goosebumps./
When I think of you my heart pumps and pumps and pumps./
You really are nothing but amazing to me./
Maybe one day, sill boy, you'll open your eyes and see./

When we talk I wish I could just let out how I feel./
And let you know this feeling I feel is very indeed real./
You are everything s girl could ever need or want./
And the thoughts of you follow me around like a heavenly haunt./

You are so oblivious to seeing how I feel./
Though sometimes I wear my crush like a bright seal./
My friends say I need to get over this strong feeling for you./
But I say maybe one day you'll just feel the same way too./

Days drag on and I slip deeper into this love for you./
I begin to wonder what it would be like if you knew./
So it's time to draw the final ending line.
And work towards the concept of having you as mine./

I decide it's time to gain the courage it let it out./
To let you know how I feel and what it's all about./
I hope and pray you feel the same and say "Our love is real."/
If not, I would run away and let this shattered heart heal./

So one day we walk along the road to my little house./
He stares at me and asks why I'm as quiet as a mouse./
My heart does that crazy pump as I find the words to say./
I calm down and tell my mind "Today will be the day."/

I just smile and say "There's a lot on my mind."/
I walk into my house, onto my couch to unwind./
He sits down right next to me; I know he wants an answer./
He raises his eyebrows as if a little reminder./

I take a deep breath and think "Now is the perfect time."/
I was so quiet and still you would think I was a mime./
I panicked knowing I could not wait for any longer./
I heated myself for wishing I was much more stronger./

I shrugged and said "It's nothing you wouldn't care anyway."/
After all of that time and courage, this wasn't the day./
I still wonder what it would be like if I said those words./
And if my heart happened to break or fly with the birds./





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Laina said...
Sept. 17, 2010 at 3:03 pm
you're really good!
 
Catsgotstyle replied...
Sept. 27, 2010 at 12:56 pm
Thank you ! :)
 
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