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I'm not okay

December 10, 2009
By Anonymous

Remember those pictures your boyfriend took
Remember all the dirty looks
Remember how I was there for you through thick and thin

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember when you used to bleed
Remember how you were the one who needed
Someone like me in your life to turn it around

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember how you used to scream
Remember all how you had a dream
About Prince Charming saving you from the evil demon

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember when we started to talk
Remember all those boys who would stalk
I told them to let you go but you liked to hear what they had to say

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember when we first woke up
On that day that we said it’s been enough
Remember when we talked out our problems on that night

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember when we first met that day
I remember I couldn’t say
How much I loved you, and I never wanted you to leave

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember how we hugged
I remember how much I fell in love
I remember that hug, and I remember I never wanted to let you go

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember every time we fought
Remember kissing, we were almost caught
I told you I loved you, and until this day I mean it

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember when I told you how we would run away
Remember how I told you our families would beg us to stay
I told you we could live a better life on our own, and I’ll make sure that happens

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember how I broke your heart
Remember when we fell apart
Remember when you took me back cause it was the biggest mistake I ever made

I’m not okay
I want to die
I’m not okay
My life’s become a lie

Remember on that Halloween day
Remember how we found a way
To be alone, to keep each other in our arms

I’m finally okay



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