i was and am there for u. you call me names and hurt me. you make me wanna kill myself. its because of you that i hate myslf now. i dont know what i did wrong to deserve your hate. you cause me just as much pain as the guy that touched me. i just dont know what to do anymore. your killing me inside because i cant be with you because i am not ready to be with another guy that will in the long run end up hurting me. i knew i should have never let u touch me. i knew i should not have trusted you ever. your gonna be the reason for my death in the end. because i hurt you for something i was not ready for you hurt me like this and it is gonna kill me till the day i die. and that is not a threat...its a promise i shall never break.