roller coaster

November 17, 2009
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Deeply depressed I lay in my bed
Thoughts of suicide run through my head
Life is a bitch I’d rather be dead
I feel like grabbing a pistol
And filling my mental with lead
No one can intervene
Not even God can save me
But if there is a God
Tell me why does he hate me
Why couldn’t he foreworn me like Jesus or Moses
Let me know my life would be a roller coaster
With all the ups and downs
Moving around across Jersey
I prayed to him night after night
I know he heard me
So where is my warning
Am I not worthy
Have I sinned too much
Are my thoughts too dirty
With that being said
I have a confession to make
I don’t believe in God or Jesus
I don’t even have faith
No dis to God
But if he has a problem
He can tell me at my wake
I don’t know
I’m just a confused soul
Please don’t judge me
By the stupid statements I make

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k.titz said...
Mar. 2, 2010 at 7:15 pm
Sorry rong poem its really sad dont kill yourself please :( but really sorry rong poem 4 comment ment 2 pt it on utter one
K.Titz said...
Mar. 2, 2010 at 7:12 pm
Wow i love this poem its the best poem in the WORLD!!!!!!I hope everybody reads it ansd they better like it!!!
aesha123 said...
Dec. 18, 2009 at 7:08 am
im sorry that u were contemplating suicide, even if u dont believe in God, u can still have faith in urself
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