I am now left alone to cry -

No one can feel my pain inside.

Who will take care of me?

Who will put food on my empty plate?

My parents are gone - forever;

Like a helpless baby - I am crying.

I wish that God would have taken me too,

Then I wouldn't feel such pain;

We would be together;

Like a real family again.

I want to feel loved,

But I am not wanted.

A gun stares through my empty heart.

My desire for love got the best of me;

So, I pulled the trigger.

There weren't any bright lights or golden gates to see,

I have been trapped between heaven and hell.

It is my own world,

There I will dwell.

I knew then that we would never be a family again;

Because I will remain here

Alone

Suffering the greatest.