Another sleepless night brings me to you. . . Heavenly father when will this end? Please take away this uncertainty. In drawing nearer to you I am discovering who I really am. Reveal to me your will O lord that I may accomplish it. My desire is to bring you glory. I cannot hide from your pressence. No matter how far I run or how hard I fall, you are there to pick me up. Sometimes I feel lost admist the crowd. . . But than you find me and resque me from my self destruction. My scars tell the stories left from my past. Take them away redeeming one! I am anew! No longer shall I cleave to the past, but only to you my Beloved One. O intimate one, linger with me. This is our moment, this is our time to be together. This is. . . What I live for.