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I sit here quietly...............breathing.
I sit here quietly, thumbing through my pages of
screaming, dying thought.......so empty.
I sit here quietly, softly caressing the deep velvet
of everything I once saw that was holy,
crinkled in a ball of useless waste slowly burning
up, consumed in mindless flame.
I sit here quietly.
I sit here quietly.................thinking.
I sit here quietly, dreaming the dreams of all the
things I ever wanted as they cavort around, taunting
me in the mess of fear I project, too damn worried
to reach out to them.
I sit here quietly remembering all I ever lost,
stuffed puppies, a sense of god, a rock hero, babies
being brutally crushed to death under unforgiving
I sit here quietly..............caught in endless flashbacks.
I sit here quietly...............observing.
I sit here quietly, drifting through memories of old,
recalling everything we said to ourselves,
everything we did to ourselves, how we lied to
I sit here quietly...............learning to forget.
I sit here quietly...watching the fairies sing.
I sit here quietly as the leprechauns dance.
I sit here quietly upon the psychedelic mushroom of
lust w/ a caterpillar and three hippie chicks as Alice
whispers "is it really this hopeless for me? Am I
destined always to roam around & around & around & around
forever on an endless spiral into oblivion? Can I
ever settle into someone'ss love?"
I sit here quietly, watching you slip away.
I sit here quietly.......unaffected by everything.
I sit here quietly, destroyed by the slightest fragment
I sit here quietly...............................dying to be discovered,
too weak to press onward,
unable to continue,
Screaming Out Silently,
ENRAGED BY STAGNANCY!!!!!
I am sit here quietly
mourning the remnants of you.
I sit here quietly................inadvertently repeating myself.