If you're not sure if you love someone
Odds are you really do
I wish that was not the way
That I care for you
In your eyes I see you care for me
But not the way I do
I wish there was a way that I
Could make you love me too
With you, I feel so safe
Like you care that I'm alive
With you, she feels ok at times
But not nearly satisfied
When you notice me I hurt no more
For the first time in so long
I'm different than I was before
My pain is almost gone
But when you walk away and leave me
The sting sinks in again
That's when I realize once more
That I will never win
I'll never get the love I want
From who I want it from
I'll never be quite satisfied
With what I have or what I've done
But I have to smile when you hold her hand
And wish that it was mine
And look away when you hold her close
As I let out a silent cry
I keep my secrets locked up tight
So nobody will see
How much the fact that you're with her
Is really killing me