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I sit here wondering who I am,
Wondering who I’m going to be,
Dreaming of who I want to be,
I stare out the window,
As I watch the cars go by,
I happen across a reflection,
I see a shape so familiar,
It bores me,
It’s me,
I turn,
As I do she comes on the radio singing her new single,
I see her face in my head,
The reflection I want to see in the window,
She’s got it all,
Everything I could ever dream of,
I try my very hardest not to envy her,
So I sit here and dream on,
My mind wanders,
I think,
Who am I,
Who exactly do I want be,
And how do I get there,
What’s first,
Why does she have it?
What do I have to do?
Why is it so hard?
So hard just for a chance,
One chance to prove to those people who didn’t think I could get to this point,
I want to prove I can get so much farther,
I want to show people what I have to show,
Its going to happen,
Why, when, where, how,
I need answers,
But I have none,
Not one,
But I have to keep believing,
I have to have faith,
Without faith I have nothing,
So I hold on,
I’m not letting go,
It’s going to happen,
My time will come,

I will get my new reflection.

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lpanopoulos said...
Sept. 5, 2009 at 10:08 am
I feel this way all the time. It is so hard to get to where you want and feel significant in a world of so many people...
MollyRuth A. replied...
Oct. 15, 2009 at 8:41 am
thank you very much, the comments mean alot! :)
Christian T. said...
Sept. 3, 2009 at 5:41 pm
This sounds soooooo much like me! We Shall Overcome! lol! the AWESOME-EST!
MollyRuth A. replied...
Oct. 15, 2009 at 8:42 am
I am very gald that my poem is relatable!! thanks for the comments! <3
Lily B. said...
Sept. 3, 2009 at 5:20 pm
You said what so many other can't even say, and you di it creatively. Thanks. Keep writing and keep smiling! <3
MollyRuth A. replied...
Oct. 15, 2009 at 8:42 am
thanks so much! :)
So-calledLife This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Sept. 3, 2009 at 9:58 am
this is really good! i think almost everyone feels like this sometimes, like we're stuck in the body of ourselves when really we want to be so much more. keep writing!
MollyRuth A. replied...
Oct. 15, 2009 at 8:43 am
You got what i was trying to get across! im so glad! thanks for the comment! :)
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