Theres Really no way to explain how i feel and why i feel it. I hate the way it makes me feel though i seem to apeal to it. I never seem to make a good decision I guess you could say i have bad percission. every choice I make grows into a mistake. im just left confused and with Heartache. I wonder why i feel this way and if my life will go back to okay. Nothing seems normal anymore I wish they could go back to how they were before. Everything changed so quik and suddenly its all my fault its all because of me. If i would have known that things would have turned out this way i wopuld have never started it that day. Perhaps You dont fully comprehend what i have said but thats all i wish to say. Hopefully things will go back to okay.