I lie awake at night wishing it were my last
the day is gone and so is my will to live
my mind is racing my body is pacing
and no one knows but her

Theres too much anger and too much pain
and a desire for it to all to just go away
I feel so crazy and way too lazy
and no one cares but her

Everyday is a struggle, a waging war
nothing is easy or even close to it
I have to quit I must commit
and no one gets it but her

Its not what I want but it is whats best
I'm not meant to make it to the end
I won't make it, I can't take it
and no one will cry but her