Nice writings you know what it is nice to know you are not the only one out here in this world that feels that way that wants to die time after time and feels like there is no one ever there for them and feels as if there is truely no were to run to and call home there is no one to cry to and let them know how you are feeling that wont go and tell some one the first chance they get to feel like running away to a black hole and never look back to always feel alone and hated i am really glad that you wrote this poem it actually mad me smile to know there is some one out there that feels the same way i do thank you.