Cut to mediocrity;

I’m sick of being your crush
When you lust after the whole school
I’m sick of being your ace in the hole
When you latch onto every guy and disobey P.D.A rules.

Cut to heartbreak;

I’m tired of being with you
When you tell me I’m no good
I’m tired of lying next to you
When I feel that you never could never love me, and willingly never would

Cut to depression;

I’m in so much pain
When you got my heart, and didn’t return the same
I’m in and out of happiness, and in and out of love
I wish I was the one you loved, and were kissing in the rain

Cut to healing;

I’m done with you
I’m done with being Mr. nice guy
And letting you get control of my boat and oar(s)