Mystery

I've forgotten how to feel
This seems so unreal
I just want to squeal
I have to learn how to deal

I can't tell if this hurts or not
You just got me in the wrong spot
I can't believe we really got caught
Now all my heart does is rot

You seem to be just like him
I'm drowning, please help me swim
The light is becoming very dim
Chances of it happening are very slim

None of this means anything
The birds in my mind no longer sing
I won't ever wear the ring
You treat me like I am a thing

There's nothing left I have to say
This is such an important day
The only color I see is gray
All I can do is lay and lay