My heart races as I feel the weakness of the life that is left in me. The chills that are going down my spine are a short reminder that i messed up. I cut to deep. I am losing the fight and will to live. I was to busy thinking about how i lied to you. That i didn't realize how deep they were. My heart jumps. I keep thinking how i hide the truth. The fact that I Love You. My heart takes its last but slow beat and breathe then stops. My last picture, my last thought in my mind is you. My world goes black. The rain falls. Now that I'm gone you still won't care or notice me. To you i will always be invisible even if i was a saint.
For Blood Shot Eyes
February 13, 2009