Can I take my heart out, and just give it to you.
I mean after all it is already yours.
Then I don't have to feel the pain if falling in love with you,
and the pain of not having the same feeling returned
Forget. Forget you. Forget everything.
As if I haven't already tried to push you far, far out of my mind.
Like they say it is hard to forget some one you love. Love?
How can I think it is love I am so young and ignorant. Infatuation more likely.
So it should fade away? Shouldn't it. Uhhhh... Why, woe is me. No shall not roll in self pity
Prevail! But how? Try harder! My mind seems to be blocked.
This feeling will pass right? infatuation fades right, the throbbing pain of my heart fades?
I can feel the tears rolling down my cheek.
But only in my mind, in reality my face is dry, time for tears has past.
Action is what I must take. How selfish of me to be so self involved
I cannot be the only one to feel this way, to feel this pain. After all infatuation in common?
I refuse to call it love. So if pushing this feeling doesn't work then how do u ignore it?
Uhh and so know you see a piece of what is inside my head. And the head of many others.
For if this is how love makes you feel. As I said before,
Take my heart and keep it. After all it is already yours