Yes I cried. Oh, I cried for hours. I cried until I couldn’t breath. But I didn’t know why until the next day. When I realized all those times when we had those fights, when you hurt me, when I had those nightmares, and I didn’t cry, all came out. I had all that heartbreak, anger, and sadness built up inside of me. And when I realized you were gone, it all came rushing out. And you weren’t there to stop the tears like you said you would be.
July 7, 2009