My heart has thawed out. The shock and disappointment turned it to ice and numbed the pain. But now that it has thawed out my heart has begun to pump, expelling blood out to my body. There is a new feeling a feeling that i just realized i had, a feeling so powerful its driving me insane. Yes I'm sad, yes I'm hurt, but now i know what it truly is to feel depressed. I don't feel like myself, I'm always sad, looking for a way to get out of the house, tired, and have lost the sense of belief. How can you believe when you listen to your heart, telling you that there is no such a thing. the belief in my heart has died. its corps lies somewhere in my heart waiting to be revived.
Waiting to Be Revived
July 5, 2009