Fly away and be free
because heavenly father
loves me?
thats not what i learn
everyday,
i learn to simply
walk away.
i facemy demons and threats
everyday
and most times pray to god
to make the pain go away.
i have more demons then most
but not more then all.
some are beaten and niglected
every minute
of their life.
some kneel in a graveyard
while daddy holds a gun or a knife
to them saying
"I'm sorry baby but
i can't let you say anything."
some sit behind their couch
and cry because they
just watched their parents die.
some face profound lies
everyday like me
and just wish
the pain and niglect
would leave.
some don't know if god exists
and some blaim god
for the risks.
i don't know for sure
if he lives
but some one keeps me strongh
everyday
and i know for one
it isn't me.