Pandemonium

restless, sleepless in my bed; thoughts of you fill my head
i’ve lost my focus, but can’t
forget
all the cruel things that you said
in a dreamland, but still awake; those memories i just can’t shake
always there, but never seen; tell me, could this be a dream?

my mind is racing; i am chasing, searching for the truth, but it’s
evading me
slowly fading, heart is breaking; did you mean what you were saying?
it hurts so much i’m going crazy; all that’s happened makes me angry
i’m falling now, i’m fading faster; help me heal my heart’s
disaster

something’s missing, something’s broken; i’m so filled with words
unspoken
help me now; show me the way; turn my darkness into day

now i’ve built a wall around me; you try so hard, but you can’t
bring me down

anymore
all this chaos deep inside is so confusing; all your lies
made me afraid, and now i fear all the ones i once held dear
scared to let them see inside, who i am deep inside my mind

got to be another way;
turn my darkness into day
someone show me, be my guide; help me find myself inside