Why can't you stay away
I'm tired of your words
None are the truth
They all just hurt.
I'm not your true love
Not even a real friend
I'm nothing to you
So please just let this end.

I want to sleep
And not think of the lies you say
I want to be Shanik
Not something that was stained.
I have feelings
Don't I?
Then why keep on stabbing me
Give me time to die.

My heart can't take this
These pieces are hollow
I'm just one person
Feeling too much sorrow.
I don't want to love you
Don't want to hear your name.
Someone give me a loaded gun
I'm waiting for the bang bang.