For such a long time, I waited for you to come back around so I could run into your arms and forget you ever left. But now I’m glad you stayed away and let me move on from the pain you caused so long ago that has been replaced with love by someone else. A thing you could never do because you always thought you were too strong. I mean isn’t that why you left? Because your brick wall filled of secrets and lies was falling apart and you didn’t know what to do? Now I wait for you to return so you can answer all the questions I have been dyeing to ask, I still want to know what I did to deserve all the pain you caused and why you did the things you did. I’m not someone that can just let things go. I have to know the reason for everything or I will go insane. So don’t go and think I’m wondering because of you.
June 10, 2009