Realization

I just realized what i did
I just realized what happened
I just realized what is going on
It is a quarter to midnight
and i stand here in the corner of my room
I stand and hold the one thing that carries my life
I stand here and hold a noose
The knot in the middle is my heart
The size of my fist
And it holds the size of my grief
It holds my life
This rough noose will bound me to the air
It will bind me to this house
I will never leave
I will sleep
But i wont leave
I refuse to leave
I agree to die
I just realized what i did
I just realized what i am doing
I just realized the noose is loose
I just realized i am not alive





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Surrealist14 This work has been published in the Teen Ink monthly print magazine. said...
Jun. 15, 2009 at 1:06 am
That was an awsome poem. I love how you used the repitition of "I realized" to make you point known. Was it about the person commiting real suicide or just like mental suicide?
 
cmoney1996 said...
Jun. 10, 2009 at 12:29 am
This was a great poem check mine out called Marriage or check out WHY
 
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