this act that i have to play,
reminds me the pain will never go away.
the act i have to put on for my family,
has to show them nothing's wrong with me.
i can't take this pain anymore,
because it's made my heart very sore.
i can't keep living a lie,
and i promised i'd never say good-bye.
but i fear that's a promise i can't keep,
because my soul has fallen so deep.
now i sit here a depressed mess,
leaving everyone who knows me to guess.
not only my sanity level but who i am,
as i struggle to be happy the best i can.
but i start to realize my broken heart,
as i stand before you falling apart.