Its almost this sense of fear that rushes over me when I have to leave you
At the end of each day, a feeling that after I leave it could be the last day we ever touch again.

It’s those days we spent together I’ve played over and over in my head as I lay in my bed awake at night.

I feel so safe… so sound when I lay in your arms feeling the rhythm of your heartbeat. To feel your heartbeat against my body sends chills up my spine…
With you I get so lost, as I look into your eyes only to find your lips against mine

Our loves so forbidden… as you were Romeo and I were Juliet, except it’s our friends that keep us apart.

Knowing that I should have realized these feelings from the start cause now I’m stuck in the middle not knowing what to do except stand from afar and watch over you