As the clock ticks down
The hands wind to an end
My life slowly dies

This discomfort that I feel
This isolation that you see
Is true and murderous
I can see it in your eyes

You hate me
You love me
You lust me

Either way it begins to happen
This depth of realization
I am horrible
No longer loved by you

I have no one left to rest with me
This episodic hell time
Has began running in my head

This pit of sheer ecstasy
Gone with a shatter of a mirror
The cut of a rope
And the slice of the mind

As the crystal bleeds out
You see the tears
Of the one you love

Falling in desperation
The disease you put on me
This addiction never failing
The contempt of the hearts once broken

Killed by simple insanity
The smile cracked and faded
This masquerade is over

She falls to the floor
Dies in her own self pity
Why did she let herself do this?
Why did she let herself go?