an apology

May 5, 2009
I’m sorry.
I’m sorry for all the times I didn’t answer your questions.
For the times I didn’t pay attention to you,
For everything I never did for you,
I’m sorry.

I didn’t do as much as I should have.
I thought I had done enough,
But, well…
I guess I didn’t.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I got angry at you and didn’t want to listen.
For the terrible things I said, that I don’t remember saying,
For the things I didn’t say that I should have,
I’m sorry.

I don’t know what happened.
One minute I was me,
And the next…
I just, wasn’t.

I’m sorry.
I’m sorry I got lost, and tried to get you lost with me.
For trying to make you my enemy when I wasn’t thinking clearly,
For hurting you, when you always tried to keep me from hurting myself,
I’m sorry.

I’m sorry for everything.
Truly I am.

Now, I choose to be alone,
And everything you did for me, was for nothing,
Because I have to erase you along with everyone else,
And everything you taught me too, so I won’t remember anymore.
I’m selfish,
And I’m human,
And I’m sorry.

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