I just sat there and watched the time go by. I needed someone to talk to but all I could do was cry. I have to many problems that cannot be taken care of. How come I have to be so far away from the one I truly love? I'm either really happy or really sad. I turn my hurt into anger and do something bad. It seems like everything I think and do becomes an obsession. No matter what kind of thoughts I'm thinking, they always lead me to depression. I find it easy to believe all the negative things I've been told. I just want someone to take away all this pain that I'm having to hold.