Rejection, what everyone fears, the horrible feeling of neglect and the rapid pain from the heart. Finding that the one you love, loves someone else, the one you need, needs someone else, the one you yearn to be with, wants someone else. What can you do but hide the sorrow and the pain. Even though you know there's no one as perfect for you as they are. All of a sudden you feel as if life has no meaning for you. Happiness, joyfulness, playfulness means nothing without them. The saying "lets just be friends" rips into your mind making you want to cry, cry, cry recjection. The feeling of death.
May 2, 2009