I live in fear every day of my life
my heart never stops beating fast
it use to not be like this
I use to be happy
but every thing changed
HE changed
he use to say he loved me and suprise me with flowers
but now he yells shut up woman and hits me
I want to break free from this misory the scars run deep in my body
my brain tells me to leave him that I dont need him
but my heart says I love him and to give him one more chance
I know wahat he is doing to me is wrong but I cant get the courage to leave
so I stay
hoping and wishing for him to change back in to the man I once knew and loved
I know it wont happen he is a beast now
and is killing me slowly