I am or was this lost boy in the city of chi the place where if you cry no one can hear you I am one of 3 that my mother had one of the 5 my father had I can see my life in a far stand see alone but there people around but they look as if they have no place to go or as if they playing following the leader but im not in this to lead but to learn I give back when ever I can but still I put off this thing that they call life there nothing that I am missing feel as ifi am tripping and im just free falling out the sky I close my eyes and face the facts thati am dead I open my eyes just to say goodbye one more time to the city that cry and I look then down and I see the many face that I have made smile over the coming all the face I have made cry they blow on to me as I am in the air and I hear this specal sound I awake and to my eyes I find my self alive will to this earth of all my fears and once again I say goodbye